My mind finds itself questioning yet again. At the least, I know that my mind is in order, of what it is good at. The question at hand comes form the shift I have felt in my own life these past few weeks. In this place I have found that my certainty had never been certain and uncertainty has been my only solace. From my opinions to practice, I have known nothing of anything. Yet words have been a way of communicating the feelings that are most true to me, but yet these words have not been able to convey fully the expression that is to be expressed.
Although I have felt no more truth in my connection and communication then with the people I have shared with, my authenticity. That it was not the words that were said, but the driving force of self recognition and honesty that drew forth the trust and truth between them and I. Here I felt the ground beneath my feet and the heaven in my sight. SO what really is the question???
My mind is in question, and so it seems that this is what I must be at peace with. That the communication that resides true in my heart is the one where my words will be nurtured. That this place of sweetness will be the one to guide me.
And as much as I wish to elaborate on my vagueness, it is impossible. For this place that is in truth, can only be experienced. And that this overwhelming pulsation of intimate emotion within myself can only be expressed when it is “time”, when it is in truth, grace, and offering.
So what do I have to offer??? My mind begins to question, yet my heart begins to warm, as I feel my life's intention to be and show by example what it is to be. I am here to offer a view, perhaps another perception for some to see through. I offer my heart in both hands, I surrender to it all, and ask only that you would treat me truthfully in the best way you feel right now.
Stick with the heart - always. Quieten the mind and let the heart lead the way.
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